A line from a famous nickleback song, it goes "something's gotta go wrong cause i am feeling too way damn good" and yeah life does tend to justify stuff this way.its smooth sailing for some time.and something unexpected suddenly happen's.if things seem to unfold in a very pleasing manner,very smoothly and without obstacles,and for too long. i start to wonder "Man ive got all the goodies now what's the cache Mr life".
here a little eg - day before yesterday evening, unlike so many evening's before, I was busy cleaning,polishing,tuning-up my bike after not using for quite some time.i shined up and tuned it up to perfection (actually it seemed better than it had ever been before),i was happy n prou for the work i did.all that was left to be done was taking it for a spin,so i got my key's and was off.zipping around traffic i got a true adrenaline pumped up feeling i was starving for.(but i was scared now IE. i felt too good and happy and was almost expecting something bad to happen.Ive had bad experiences of feeling too good on a two wheeler before).so i slowed down and rode home with caution.it was getting late,and dark.i reached home put the bike on stand.and as i was climbing up the stairs thought "phew i am home and still happy,maybe being happy inst wrong,maybe all my previous experiences wer just coincidences,Ok or maybe something may happen when i get in the house?" and at the exact same time i skipped a step lost my balance and licked the floor.spent the rest of the night and the next day in a bad mood and a bruised lip..
.so much so that now i am scared of being happy or doing things that make me feel happy, and this really really sucks,why does it have to be this way?...Bet if you pay little attention you too will notice that being very happy will lead to something bad that compensated for the extra happiness you felt..any way's be happy but try not to think about it .but if your sad try to remember how happy you were sometime back Aloha.
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