What now?

ive finished my exams ...which ive got only 50% chance of clearing :(...its funny when you dont have much to do, and a lot of time to waste..during my exams i was like i am gonna do this and that during the holydays..but its not quite feeling like the holidays.i never really expected to cry on the last day of the exams...these holidays are very different,after this holidays are over everything is going to be uncertain and new...all my near and very dear buddy's are going to go their own ways..and i have to choose one of mine,fend for myself...weather we meet often or not i wll always remember you guys..am already starting to miss them and the days of college...hope this phase develops into something good..