Saturday, 23 September 2017

Sunday, 3 September 2017

Friday, 18 August 2017

Mind to blog

Yes it been a while..

Random Friday night..its a big day tomorrow..I am going to judge kids again!
Well that's so wrong!
Judge what they present! Now that sounds better. :)

I guess this snippet it for future reference. In my system at the moment I've got a raw garli clove, brown rice,spinach and some lentils..also fungikemp tablets along with some cougb lozenges..so its established I am pretty sober! And that's the problem now what good is being high..when your such a twisted person even when sober! The irony!

I think I've got multiple personalities! Damn no one knows me! Nither do i know myself its getting fun to see yourself being judged only to later see those same people being totally suprised!

Its fun being able to lead multiple lifestyles. If your right hand dosent know what your left is doing! that my friend is called secretiveness, but I wonder where am i?  in my case this right had has no fucking clue what it is doing itself! secretiveness? Naa..that's elementary. I dont think there is a word for this? Or is there?(calling out to you certified  psychology experts)

Damn the brain is one awsome device! Guess my favorite color? Yes its "grey" lol if you get it! Actually black sometimes maybe white too a lil bit..but Gray! Yes gray is the safest.. Umm silver is nice too.

Well getting back to the point! I don't think there is one is there? Apart from now and here that is! at this very moment that existence has slowed down to a halt. If you find youself reading this be sure your life is never going to be the same again!

Is this the meditation? The medication? Or the the addiction? Yeah addiction! !! Online gaming "second life" someone save me!! I mean I've never found anything so addictive ever! if I have to screw up mind and eyesight id rather do it in a more gratifying way. I dont want to give it all up to a stupid cyber world I think you got half the point in that last statement..if you didnt! I feel so much happier..

Friday, 2 June 2017

A little fun

Well
There is an alarming amount of oppressed individual's everywhere..

Most have been bullied as kids.. been beaten up in the name of good upbringing

In the adult world its only when you seem dumb and  gullible is when these psychologically operessed bullies will be attracted to you

They just can't help it their quest to sastfy their dependence on pushing others down for self gratification is way to strong to resist a kind soft soul..

Next(the fun part)

Mentally,emotionally and if nessary physically  kick the shit out of these d%-%S..

Show them that being a gentleman is not a weakness...but a choice..

Wednesday, 31 May 2017

Lazy?

If your child sleeps all day he/she is not lazy. they are probably just lonely,talk to them,go out , order pizza and see the change..

Dont call your kid lazy,
Most times they and jusy the product of your crazy..

RD

Tuesday, 3 January 2017

The Night

Embraced by the breeze
The rustle of the tree's
The solitude of night
True beauty it breed's

Sunday, 9 October 2016

Our mind

Take it to your advantage that our mind is a slate, whatever you write on it will fade in the end..unless you choose to keep tracing out the same lines over and over..

Richard David

Thursday, 18 August 2016

Metal vocals

When someone talks about metal Vocals well its damn easy ive done in since childhood..the growls the squeals we all did it..I I am no exception !but its only after I started using my mouth to make those sounds was I appreciated

Saturday, 23 July 2016

Letting go

Dont take pride in holding on!

Its a basic instinct poessed by every living being.

It takes more courage to let go!

Richard David

Sunday, 10 July 2016

Sympathy

Be observant of sympathy!
genuine sympathy is rare..

If you are able to flash back
You will realize most of the sympathy you recieve throught out your life was given to you by trouble makers, back bitter's and people that have a hidden intrest in your weak moment!!
Be careful

Richard david

Maturity and intelligence...really?

Unless youve been kicked on the rear a ton of times seen the lowest of lows and the higest of high's.. you can never truely call yourself mature
I see people fighting for that stupid title..on the other hand you see the truely mature trying to lose it and get rid of it!!

Immaturity is a previlage!
If you poesses it...respect it!!

Richard David

Monday, 27 June 2016

On the indian caste system and reservations

Resevation

Our leaders have made provisons to ensure the the caste system never end's what we witness today is only the swapping of roles where the opressor becomes the opressed.

Richard David

Wednesday, 15 June 2016

Love and a Relationship

Being in a relationship and being in love are two very different thing's
A relationship has a start and an end.
You never know when Love starts neither do you know if it ends
A relationship has conditions.
Love is unconditional
With experience you get better at relationships.
No amount of experience or advice is of any use when your in love
A relationship can be started in an instant.
Love takes time!
A relationship can damage you and gratify you
Love is always a healer! Always good!

Wednesday, 25 May 2016

Attitute

Todays false belief is that respect is in being closed and stuck up
"attitude" is the word
a word picked up from the English language by very desi folk that wanna be everything but desi.. "attitude" is often used as an excuse to cover up for your lack of interigrity that renderes you useless when the need arises for a real conversation or anything else apart from the superficial image of you that you have created

Saturday, 12 March 2016

A Little thinking

With time!

We have become a bigger slave to the system than we ever were!

Our whole existence is a race to copy those that the society calls ideal!
Uniqueness is laughed at!! change is feared!!

We hide our thoughts and emotions and fake them at times and call this shitty cowardliness "Maturity"?

Assuming the world is superficial! We try to create an outwardly image with the clothes we wear! the fake accent! and bullshit Facebook updates! and by ading wierd words stolen from hip hop songs

Friday, 22 January 2016

"Cynide reborn"

I am now the lead singer of a band called "cynide reborn"! You really knew it all along didnt you? There is something in the blog! A journey from a nerd to a poet to a heartbroken motorcycle man to a dj! To a physoloper to a school teacher to a rocker! And a pretty decent one too we won the first prize on my 1st show! Damn this is awsome! Lets see what happens next! So far life has been an awsome experience! Tons of vivid expriences!! If there is one thing ive learned so far it is we have to never stop dreaming! If you can dream it! The world has the ablity to make it real

Friday, 15 January 2016

Connection

A connection is not baised on what you say or do!

On the contarary ts baised on the things you didnt need to say!

A connection is baised on the honesty that comes across without the use of words or planned intentional deeds!

RD

Monday, 4 January 2016

The 3 rd eye

What the universe tell's you and what you understand can be pole's apart..every person see's the world baised on their own flawed individual perspective when you are truely awakned you are free from this flawed vision you have no pre-assumtions and filters and see things as they are!

Tuesday, 29 December 2015

Chances

If your not moving anywhere! And thing's seem boring its not because the world is not able to entertain or make you happy! Its because you are not opening your eyes to the chances and opportunities that surround you!

We shut our eyes for a variety or reasons!
Sonetimes its the fear of the unknown sometimes the fear of change and its funny to know that emotional bliss or trauma both shut our eyes in the very same way!

On a relative basis everyone gets equal chance's for happiness!

these chance's don't always come at the most ideal of moment's

And they are most definitely not carried foward for later!

Its the chances and decisions you take define your future

Never miss one no matter how happy or sad or sleepy you may be! :p

RD

Saturday, 14 November 2015

Sweet to the face

Never be afraid of critism

It comes from either honesty or jealousy...

if a person is honest he is a good person if he is jealous you are a good person!!

Richard david

Wednesday, 28 October 2015

Have you been there?

Your heart races at Speed of sound..while time slows down to a halt..its at this moment that you realize the value of each breath you take.

Richard david

Saturday, 24 October 2015

Maturity

Mature? Been there done that!!! Really never want to go back there ever again >_<

maturity seemed cool before i realized

"maturity is only an excuse used by boring people to mask their inablity to have fun"

Richard david

Wednesday, 21 October 2015

Follow your heart

When you feel unsucessful or bored, take a moment to analize if your being true to yourself? Many times following the common blueprint that everyone said you should follow is the worst you could do we all are different, and have our own ideal path's!
prolonged negativity is the product of putting too much effort! Ane not recieving substantial return's..

Screw the blueprints Screw the compulsion to fit in or stand out..follow your heart and don't give up!!

In time things will fall in place

Richard david

Tuesday, 12 May 2015

Pride

Please get something clear, Pride is an attribute that comes via personal achievement!

Why the hell are you proud to be Indian,or Punjabi,Christan or rich?

did you have anything to do with it? 

did you achieve the family you belong to?

Run into a pole knock your self out

Sunday, 11 January 2015

Anger

Anger - a defence created by the subconscious.a barrier to keep yourself  protected from things that make you uncomfortable - R.D

Friday, 24 October 2014

You hate sleep when your happy!

When reality is better than a dream..sleep is an abomination...
RD

Oh so those are your goals?

A temporary superficial outlook, helps discern the notion's of the "best"
Makes you realize the superficial best means nothing to the standard's of the profound real self..
Richard David

Bare basic's happiness

When you become content with "Nothing"..you will realize that "Everything" was an illusion!
Richard David

Tuesday, 19 August 2014

Will things change? ISIS and the CRUSADES

Not an atheist..but before you look down on one!
look left and right at your fellow religious folk.look back at your history,read deep into the books that you follow...
modern open minded people don't rule this world
its the radical religious extremist that do
they force or manipulate you to take sides..
its biased on these sides that politics and hate is biased...
The catholic Crusades in the middle ages...
The raping and killing done by the ISIS today..
are just a few examples of how easy it is to trick the masses..
most want a world where their ego is satisfied! a world in which the side they were manipulated to take is the side that rules...
the extremist's and the idiots will always form larger and larger groups..and will always discover new ways of mass manipulation..
unless the rebels the intelligent and open minded do put effort to guide others to the truth! we have no hope of change...

RD

Thursday, 14 August 2014

On depression

Depression is not conditional..its a mental illness
its got little or nothing to do with loneliness,social life,or money..
trying to find and eliminate the cause of depression is not possible on a practical level...so its best to focus on the Remedy's some of which are
"Being occupied,Doing good,Love"

RD

Tuesday, 12 August 2014

war! what is it good for? absolutly nothing!

No one was born hating america,afganistan or pakistan...hate is caused by the bastards who personally find it profitable to spend our hard earned money and human life on wepons and war! As opposed to feeding the hungry,education and healthcare!

We ought to be shamelessly stupid to be proud of the armed forces or war! A solder dying like a dog in war is not a symbol of patriotism!!..why is the vast majority so ignorant? believing things just because every one else does?

The real patriots are our farmers! Our healers Our Peace makers!!

RD

Fact,'s

Nothing is a fact..

Flying was impossible and
the earth was flat

The dumbest people are the ones who are the most confident they are not

RD

Saturday, 26 July 2014

The crowd

being a indifferent spectator is more shameful than being the criminal.
RD
 

We call people animals?

Animals are reliable, many full of love, true in their affections, predictable in their actions, grateful and loyal. difficult standards for people to live up to!

Nope not dead yet

Today after walking un-harmed out a accident at 120+kph on a 60+ year old motorcycle with no brake's!! grip!! control!!! whatsoever.. ive learn t that stuff become lot more precious the moment you realize that you can lose them at any moment...and a rider is only as good as his ability to keep his arse alive in the most unforeseen of events...

Religon,caste

Make fake foes in people of different race,religion,caste and gender..hate them..make your kids hate them ..insult them,kill them n rape them..satisfy your ego and earn some fake pride amongst fake follower's!!..wow!!! that's the kinda good life you always wanted? didnt ya ...

A Secret

The strong always pretend to be weak..being weak and fragile makes others feel strong..People really need somebody to feel superior to,and once you become that somebody you own them - Richard David

Love

It takes no time to fall in love.. but it will takes you years to know what love really is...

If you have love, you don't need to have anything else. If you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have!


RD

On Religon

Religion is to educate,improve and purify us n our thoughts & to bring us closer to god..but folks out there use it cause differentiation,hatred,and violence!!
if what you follow causes sadness or harm to others,what you follow is not religion my friend,its shit!!


RD

Live by what you believe

Sometimes i wonder why we care so much about others opinion of us..the world is very big place!lots of people! with not much to do..there will always be idle minds with lots of time to be judging you,comparing to you,downing you,praising you,hating you..there could b 100s against you and you could still be right!! while these 100s could b with you even though your in the wrong!! In the end its not others opinion of you that matters its your own..

RD

Rape in india

Our values n traditions include!

women being bought and sold like objects!
sati where a woman had to die at the same fire where her husband is cremated!!
later a lady unable to give birth to a male child a widow or raped women was looked being down upon by society sometimes even killed!!as if it was their fault!!
lovers "especially women" being insulted and tortured in the name of moral trafficking
forced arranged marriage where there is Little or no say or the girl!!
guilt free eve teasing!!
female babies aborted or disposed off they same way we kill parasites!!

We proudly call India "Baharat mata" ie. a lady and even b bold enough to call it a country rich in traditions and values...we certainly are a shameless bunch..

Rape is only recently hyped there are many more shameful things that need to b looked into..and clothes exposive or even non-existent is no excuse for a fuckin bastard to rape...

What can money get you?

Its weird people being so after money!!.
well money can buy happiness,very contrary to popular belief!! ..
but happiness has its types! and the "long lasting and true" type is the type money cant get you...


RD

Bad time's define good friend's

if you define friendship or a relation as something that always starts with smiles and happiness, as something with no room for anger,jealousy,tears or irritation..

you my friend are wrong!!

I may not give a shit about who ive shared smiles with....
its the anger,tears, and bad times that has made you what you mean to me! 


RD

As bored as can be

If you want to talk about!!

the stupid typical action/drama movies,
hang out zones n coffee shops,
your bitchy gf/bf,
grades in your shitty college
,your monotonous underpaid job
the latest tacky ugly clothes that everyone wants,
new plastic looking automobiles
Overpriced wannabe cellphones
Music for the masses
or the "lots of money" loser carrier you have or dream of having.

please find some1 else to talk to!!

Strength power and domination?

A true man walks alone,fights alone he bears the consequences the bruises with a pinch of salt and never ceases to protect his loved ones and the defenseless...

Kids that bully the weak, harass women. in gangs and groups..be ashamed of being so worthless..be ashamed that your actions prove your parents, who's upbringing you display are also probably pieces of crap just like you..

Teen's into metal music! :p dont make me laugh

Being rebel is not a bad thing..but criticizing everything that the masses follow is a disorder!! fight for what you believe is right!!
if your bored there are many things to do...being a rebel out of boredom is plain stupid!

Wealth addiction

The chase for wealth is an addiction and just like drugs it can ruin you leave you all alone!!

RD

Festivals in india

Why are the people of our country against valentines day?
its because of our festive standards!
you don't get to drink!
you don't get to cause trouble and inconvenience to others!
you cant pollute the environment and make loud noises...
you don't even get to show off your money and power..
unlike cricket you don't get an excuse to hate Pakistan..
moreover you cant dance like a maniac to komdi,sheela ke javani etc..tracks that have become native to every religious festival these days!..
the concept of celebrating love regardless of cast creed and religion is too non Indian 

RD

Hiduism

Hinduism one of the oldest religions on the planet it is rich it beliefs, culture, and art..
Hinduism under any circumstance does not teach or allow anyone to hurt another human,
please do not degrade such a beautiful religion by naming groups on Hindu gods and then carrying out your shameful acts..
retards who go on protesting against valentines day and freedom to exist look into your conscience...
if you are against love against peace..and find pleasure to use the holy name of god in enforcing your own personal retarded beliefs..
GO to mental doctor!! do not go on the streets!! and do not join politics!!

Tolerance! nope sometimes revenge makes life simpler!

if your soft spoken and can be waked over easily..people will do it and continue to do it without any guilt...and when you confront them in their own tone they will looked shocked and feel offended! 

dont take shit! be prepared to fight it as soon as you can smell it!

Damn we need to get this really!

The more you speak about yourself...the more you undermine your worth...

RD

Anger shows you matter. silence shows you dont

Abuse a loved one in anger! say a million hurtfull things! and it changes nothing!!
But once keep silent! ignore them! make them feel you dont care..and nothing is ever the same


RD

Are we as smart as we feel?

the government make's you work for money.. then you give the same government that money for food,land and air...things that god gave us..things that every animal gets for free...man is not the most intelligent animal...except for the smart ass higher up's running the show..hopefully someday humanity will end and that would be one big party lion king style 

RD

Down and dont know why?

Every though life seems ideal your still unhappy ever wondered why? Well everyone needs something that can always make them happy something that gives them a kick,something personal..life no matter how long is pointless without that something!

That something must have !


Nothing to do with possessions.

Nothing to do with family.

Nothing to do with lovers or friends..

Nothing to do with your religion.

Nothing to do with teachings of the past.

Nothing to do with money.


The ones who have found it probably wont be the ones who have the time or inclination to be reading this!

Richard david


Education in india

Teachers and parents..kids are not tools to release your frustration..

Imagine your boss or person of authority beating you when your late?
Or being slapped when you do not preform to expectation? 

Imagine being beaten up if you smile or talk or crack a joke?
Or being beating up for not being good at math or history?

How would your emotional and mental state be after you have been through a ordeal of physical torture?

 Contrary to your dirty orthodox beliefs Your methods of punishment does not create well mannered future adults..you create emotionally and mentally damaged adults who will always be inferior to others with better upbringing..

Being strict has nothing to do with physical abuse..if you are too immature to understand this you are too immature to be a parent or teacher..


rd

Our cloned generation

Once upon a time, two pigs named pinky and porky arrived at a barn..hungry tired and lonely they enter the pig shelter! The other pigs looked at the new comers with suspection.

But soon Pinky starts to eats shit after watching the others do it, he even offers them some of his own! Looking at pinky's generosity and his urge and passion to be like them.. The others soon accepted pinky as part of the clan! Pinky blended in,is happy and satisfied!!

But porky on the other hand starves while he waits for food,porky does not fit in, the other pigs think he's crazy! And bitch about him when his back is turned!!

But yet deep down inside porky is the happiest pig in the world! Only for the fact that he does not have rotten shit in his stomach!

The world is filled with pinky's! too bad they wont understand they are one

Rd..

Monday, 18 November 2013

Religon easy to understand! If you use a little grey matter!

WE are all corrupted by the influence of our ancestors of out traditions...Why cant we stop playing science fiction with our interpretations of books written by mortal's..

Would a Nobel man want monasticism?
would a noble man want us to hate people that don't follow him?
would a noble man want huge gatherings to worship him?
Saddam would probably want all this,not god...

God is just,God is good,the noblest of all...he is much above our judgement...
our traditions involve using his name for our social and entertainment need's 
stick to your traditions.. but don't be bold and disrespectful by saying its for god...

Religion is the force that differentiates us it makes us fight,kill and hate

God unites us..god is the force that sees the Christians,Hindus,Muslims,Jewish,Buddhists even Atheist equally...

Richard David

Monday, 16 September 2013

“The Anguished Man”


This scary-looking painting was kept in Sean Robinson’s grandmother’s attic for twenty-five years before he inherited it from her. She had always told Robinson that the painting was evil, explaining how the artist who created it had used his own blood mixed with the paint, and had killed himself shortly after completing it. She claimed to hear voices and crying when the painting was displayed, and to see the shadowy figure of a man in her house, which is why she locked it away in the attic.
As soon as Robinson took the painting into his home, he and his family started experiencing the same kinds of creepy phenomenon. His son fell down the stairs, his wife felt something stroking her hair, and they saw the shadow man and heard crying.
Robinson decided to set up a camera overnight to try to capture some of the strange events on tape. Robinson’s YouTube videos show slamming doors, rising smoke, and the painting falling from a wall for no reason.
Frightened, Robinson soon put the painting down in his basement, but he is not interested in selling it.

Haunted Panting "The Hands Resist Him"

In 2000, an anonymous eBay seller listed a painting created by artist Bill Stoneham called “The Hands Resist Him.” This painting is now largely considered to be one of the world’s most haunted works of art. The painting features a boy and a creepy doll standing in front of a glass door. The painting was created in 1972 and purchased by Hollywood actor John Marley. It was then bought by a California couple before going up for sale on eBay along with a dire warning about the problems involved with owning the object. According to the couple, the figures in the painting moved around at night, sometimes disappearing from the canvas entirely. The boy in the painting was said to actually enter the room where the painting hung, and everyone who viewed the painting reported feeling sick and weak. Small children would take one look at the painting and run from the room screaming. Adults sometimes felt like unseen hands were grabbing them, and others said that they felt a blast of hot air, as if they had opened an oven. Even those who viewed the painting online claimed to feel a sense of unease, dread, or terror when looking at the painting. One person even claimed that their brand new printer refused to print the photo of the painting, however it worked fine on every other print job. The painting was purchased by an art gallery in Grand Rapids, MI. When the gallery spoke to the artist who had created it, he was surprised to hear that his work was at the center of a paranormal investigation, but he did mention that two people who originally displayed and reviewed the painting had died within a year of viewing “The Hands Resist Him.”

Dibbuk Box

A dibbuk box is a wine cabinet which, according to Jewish folklore, is said to be haunted by a restless, evil spirit that is capable of haunting and possessing the living. One particular dibbuk box became famous when it was listed on eBay along with a terrifying backstory.

The story began in September of 2001, when an antique buyer and refinisher attended an estate sale in Portland, Oregon. The auction was held to sell off the belongings of a 103-year-old woman, and her granddaughter informed the antique dealer of the woman’s past when she noticed that he had purchased a simple wooden wine cabinet. The old woman had been Jewish, the only one of her family members to have survived her time in a Nazi concentration camp during World War II. When she immigrated to the United States, the wine cabinet and two other items were the only things she brought with her.
The woman’s granddaughter explained that her grandmother had always kept the box hidden away, and said that it should never, ever be opened because it contained a malicious spirit called a dibbuk. She requested that the box be buried with her, but since doing so went against Jewish tradition, her family did not oblige. When the antique dealer asked the granddaughter if she would like to keep the box for sentimental reasons, the woman vehemently refused, becoming very upset and saying, “We made a deal! You have to take it!”
The dealer took his purchase back to his shop and placed it in his workshop in the basement. Immediately, strange and frightening things started happening. He was called by his frantic shop assistant, who said that the lights had gone out, the doors and security gates had locked, and she heard terrible sounds coming from the basement. When he investigated, he discovered a terrible odor of cat urine lingering in the air, and every light bulb in the place had been smashed.
The dealer gave the wine box to his mother as a gift, and the woman immediately suffered a major stroke. In the hospital, she spelled out, “H-A-T-E G-I-F-T” as tears spilled from her eyes uncontrollably. He attempted to give the gift to several more people, but it was always returned to him within a few days, usually because people just didn’t like it, or because they felt that something about it was evil. He began suffering from a recurring nightmare, and he later found that all of his family members who had been around the box were having the same dream. He started seeing shadow figures darting around in his peripheral vision, as well.
After finally admitting that there was something paranormal happening, he went online to research and fell asleep at his computer. When he woke up, he felt like something was breathing on his neck, and when he turned his head he saw a huge shadow figure dashing away from him down the hall. He then decided to list the item on eBay, along with a detailed account of what had happened to him since obtaining the box.
Jason Haxton, the curator of a medical museum in Missouri, purchased the box from the eBay auction. He later wrote a book detailing the strange story of the dibbuk box, and in 2012, a horror movie based on the book entitled The Possession was released.

Saturday, 23 June 2012

its very easy to get into temptation and get way out of loneliness but trust me guilt is far worse than loneliness..Ive made my mistakes and repeated them,i don't really know if i can call them mistakes any more,may be i am just a bad and selfish person..this guilt really kills me guilt of letting temptation getting the best of me again and again. just wish i had a little more patience,patience enough for me to realize that what i await for and is just around the Connor..

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

My Royal Enfield Motorcycle!



my royal Enfield mini bullet 200cc two stroke!! a very rare babe! :)

Wednesday, 27 July 2011

Flower




i saw a flower that everyone called a weed
i watered this flower.because there was affection for it and a strange need.
it took time and yes there were up's n downs
the world always used my flower and ensure its sweet smile always remain a frown
but today my flower is with me, and i whisper into its ears
my sweet flower you have blossomed, i will love and protect you throughout the years.

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

The choices we make



One day at school a girl was asked to a party by a boy she had liked for years. Of course, saying yes she headed home happily. The girl asked her parents if she could go out that night but was turned down. Her parents were going out to eat for their anniversary and didn't want her to go. Besides, they reasoned, you don't even know this boy very well. The girl agreed sullenly and went to her room. Calling her friend, she made plans to pretend to spend the night there while really going to the party. Her friend agreed and the girl tricked her parents into letting her stay with her close friend. Saying goodbye to her parents the girl left to her friends house where she told the boy to pick her up. The boy arrived on time and they left for the party. The girl felt so excited to be with the boy that she liked, that at first she didn't mind that he was drinking. Soon, even she had consumed alcohol and was feeling good about coming. Waviing goodbye they both piled into the car, with the boy driving. As they drove, he kept on swerving and increasing the speed. You're going to fast! she complained giggling a bit. Suddenly the boy crossed a red light and crashed into a car that was turning in front of them.

Two days later the girl woke up in the hospital. Looking around she spotted a nurse sitting in the corner. The nurse smiled and asked how she was feeling. The girl could only nod her head before quickly asking what had happened. The nurse lowered her eyes as she explained that her crush had survived but the people in the other car had died. The girl felt tears welling up in her eyes as she thought about their families. As they began to fall down her face the girl pleaded for the nurse to tell the deceased's families how sorry she was. Looking at the girl with anguished eyes, the nurse turned her head away and quickly got up. Please! the girl cried out. Tell them I'm so sorry! Nodding her head once the nurse fled from the room, hiding the tears that were already streaming donw her own two cheeks. How could she be the one to tell the girl, that the people who died that night, that were in the other car were her parents returning home from the restaraunt?

"Every day we make choices, and every night we must sleep with the consequences of those choices."

This was claimed to be a true story.

Sunday, 22 May 2011

great write up by unknown writer!

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

If ill ever leave this world alive




If i ever leave this world alive
id take all the sadness left behind
id change all the bad deeds done to good
and make human love the way they should

if i ever leave this world alive
id repay our solders sacrifice
id give the dead a brand new life
and kill the bad who deserve to die

if i ever leave this world alive
id do all i want,all i did describe
id change the world to please my sight
but i cant have this pride
because
i know ill never leave this world alive :(

You And Only You




They can make you feel high,
they can make you feel low.
But only you can decide,
Which way you want to go.

they may hurt your body,
they may hurt your mind.
But only you can,limit their abilities.
at any time

they can cause drama,
and they can cause a scene.
But only you can create,a reputation.
that's only what to all will be seen

they may make you laugh,
they may make you cry.
But only you can make,
Decisions in life.
while all they do is try

what I'm trying to say,
that when you live day to day.
Don't live by what people say,
you don't need to have their way
live by what you want to do..
be happy not blue..
get rid of those who aint true to you


Richard

Monday, 26 July 2010

Rich A-hole's Mercedes benz wrecked..

well che che and i were parked in poonam chambers..a Mercedes was in front.. the owner of the Mercedes came and wanted us to remove our car..i told him "sir there is a lot of space in front you can easily get your car out from there" but he yelled "gaddie hata" and now the a-hole has smashed his imported car's lights, thanks to some Desi stones..my self respect just couldn't let me leave him that easily..too bad you yelled...never mess with a persons ego a-hole..

Monday, 28 June 2010

Dj Richard

Um getting deeper and deeper into it..after really long have i found something i really can keep glued to and learn while enjoying...after doing production for years am now getting to the live too.

Monday, 8 February 2010

Keep it real

Please never ever show care and affection that you really dont mean..people are better off without it than the false notion of it..

Saturday, 9 January 2010

Where am i heading ?? what am i doing?(poem)

Into the phase again
where people needed the most don't know their worth
purposeless pleasures experienced
are making goals more far tougher to unearth
its not good neither is it bad
the fear of rejection holding me back
yes keeping small trouble's at bay it is
but the bigger predators are hiding within
getting out of this phase has clue's none
all ventures been so pointless
too hard to complete too important to shun
as i go along carrying this false feeling of fun
all i do is for nothing
and nothing is all i have done..

Ri-chu

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

Carpe Noctum No More



Oh yeah letting too much of my Gothic side lose these days its getting a bit hard to suppress it...hate admitting it Cuz its too complicated to explain and even tougher to understand(so please don't bother asking)..from the time my ear phones went kaput my lone meditating walks in the woods are none..resulting in me getting extremely blunt and irritable(very non-richu conduct)..hope i find a good pair of earphones soon..

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

Finally On Four Wheels!!

Life on four wheels is a different i must say....i am a die hard motorcycle enthusiasts love riding fast and crazy...but in a car things have changed. its more about comfort than speed acceleration and cornering..its about getting there in comfort not exactly quick..but i am happy and i love my car a lot..and intend to give it all the care that my bike's receive...my carriage an Maruti 800cc 40HP machine..it isn't something to boast about. but it smooth and comfortable,(all i need)..Ive still got to get some things done up..IE a better stereo,a bit of a touch up paint job..etc...pic's comming soon!

Sunday, 8 March 2009

Start of my Holidays

my holidays have finally started...but i seem to be spending much more time at home on the computer than expected..i am going to do a complete reshedule tommrrow..
i need to take out more time to do some of the things that ive long waited for...these things include
1)getting into shape(looking at your tummy in the mirroe isint exactly a fun thing)
2)a face lift for my bike..(ive always wanted to do it but never could find the time and money)
3)learn to play the guitar(a donkey brays better tahan my guitar sounds)
4)buying a new cell ph(really need an upgrade)
5)find some guys to get a band into motion(my long and incomplete dream)
6)get in touch with all my old long lost buddy's
7)persude dad to buy a car
8)learn to yodle(isint yodling soo cool!)

lets see how these holidays turn out

Proformance Fuel



It always feels good to know/have something that no one else has(evil grin)...ever wondered what speed,power,xtra premium, all performance fuels from big Indian brands contain?...weeks of research online and a few calculations have given me a rough idea..no i didn't find out whats in these fuels..but Ive make something better never really liked chemistry...but i love bikes.....well i have developed my littel homemade formula that gives a clear performance,smoothness gains in petrol bikes and cars and even a slight improvement in fuel effency...well, its of course a top secrete(evil grin again)...but i could gave a free sample...so far Ive tested it in and santro,pulsar,,activa,rx100(in two stroke's its a bit different)..Hope it to test it on more veacles...the formula is a mix of various additives in Small quantities..and it seems to be safe too..but i can find out the true results only after few more months testing..i just hope and pray my friends bike dosent explode or something(he will kill me if that happens)...anyways that's the worst case scenario..wish me luck!

Saturday, 7 March 2009

What now?

ive finished my exams ...which ive got only 50% chance of clearing :(...its funny when you dont have much to do, and a lot of time to waste..during my exams i was like i am gonna do this and that during the holydays..but its not quite feeling like the holidays.i never really expected to cry on the last day of the exams...these holidays are very different,after this holidays are over everything is going to be uncertain and new...all my near and very dear buddy's are going to go their own ways..and i have to choose one of mine,fend for myself...weather we meet often or not i wll always remember you guys..am already starting to miss them and the days of college...hope this phase develops into something good..

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

Santa's List

my sister made her list and got almost everything mentioned in it...i on the other hand didnt get anything..its not in my nature to ask for something but this list thing is really crappy..regret not writing one and asking for a new pc to replace my ancient calculator..

Sunday, 23 November 2008

The End Of The World



It has to happen some day! rite? but the later the better no doubt. global warming, the prophecies,soaring prices.. people say these are signs that the end is near. and now we'r going way overboad with the whole 2012 thing just because the mayan calander says so(and a few others too co-incidentaly) now the major dellima.well if humanity is going to end why not make the best of the little time we have left and enjoy it to the fullest.who need's to save?,who need's to eat healthy?,why should kids study?, but the confusing part is that people still go on with their normal life living like there is a future..and the reason for this is that this is not the first time the world's end was prophecesed, its happened before too, in my little existence on this planet the end was prophecesed once to my knowledge.in 2000 the world was going to end but we'r still here.in the past too many have said that we'r gonna be no more but later to be proven wrong.
"End of the world!! " yes?? no?? well i dont know..but we'l sure find out in 2012 guess its best to ignore the inevitable till then..


Saturday, 1 November 2008

A Day At The Graveyard..

Its impossible to imagine how many thoughts,feelings,are burried under the ground...and its even more hard to imagine the magnitute of importance most of these people ment to the living world..from lawyers to priests..from a poor family's sole earning father..to a new born baby daughter...from grand parents to son's lost in war...if the tears shed for the departed were to be put together it would sure flood the city...
the hour is late now...I was a very busy lad today...spent the day at the graveyard helping dad clean and paint the grave of my grandma/grandpa...its all souls day tommrrow.....the graveyard is so like a normal place...the sun is as bright as usual...the air as fresh as usual..the gloom and fear as expected did not show up all day not in thoughts nor words..every one was so happy..my lil sis and i took a stroll along the graves. we were trying to find the oldest cript..and i was even keeping my eyes open for collectable stuff (ie.bones) but wasent lucky enought to find something...it turned out to be a very fun experience much aginst my expectitation....
i often wonder how it is to be dead..what happens to your ever present thoughts and dreams...do you still need some sort of food??..do you really turn into a ghost?..and are the stories of ghosts snd rebirth's actually true?..i will sure find out some day i know for sure, but its sad i may not be able to share the experience then...but if i die and if there is any way in which i can contact the living world, i sure will...see you guys in heaven (ie.hopefully) chaio...

Sunday, 7 September 2008

Objects/Places And Their Past

we have so many things around us our house,our personal belongs,our television,even our computer or car's,bike's,and cell phone's but what happens when we are no more or

The Cheap Motorcycle

My friend wanted to buy a bike, a 2nd hand one since we'r insane riders and a new one wouldidnt fulfill the purpouse so we were off to the 2nd hand dealer. we test rode many pulsar's,cbz,s,rx 135's, but none impressed all were old abused bikes which struggled to move. after spending most of the day there and almost test riding every machine in the shop we gave up and were about th head home when my friend noticed a black bike covered up in one conner of the shop. he went the removed the cover. it was a black suzuki fero 150 which looked suprisngly new the paint was perfect no scratches, or dent's he asked the dealer the price on which the dealer said "15,000" and we were like "huh 15k for a fero??" he ased for a test ride, and the dealer handed the keys reluctantly after he filled it up, we took it for a spin and the bike was just somethig out of this world it handled like a knife in butter and acclerated like the wind.he decided to buy it. but the dealer had gone inside his house which was joined to the shop.we were waiting when the boy who whashes the bikes came to me and said "sabb yeah gadi matt lo"(dont buy this bike) on which i asked "kyu?"(why?) he said "sabb malak marr gayea"(all the owners died)i asked then "kese?"(how?) he replied "gaddi se accident hua sab ka,6 bar hamari dukan mei gaddi aa chuki hai"(every one met with an accident,and this bike has been sold back to us 6 times) the dealer came back and the washer boy kept quite.,the dealer showed us the papers of the bike and indeed it had 6 owners before.we decided not to buy the bike in the end.

the amazing thing is that if the bike had really met with so many accidents it couldidnt have possibly been in such a good condition,and if the washer boy was lying,why was the bike being sold at such a low price?.i guess we'l never know...



The NIT Shop And The Well

Well my dad is on the look out for a place,he wants to start a showroom/shop of some sort but he's not decided yet on what it will be. anyways,many places seen and enquired about but all were way above our budget,he was about to give up but just then,a uncle(whos a lawyer) bought a new ray of hope.he mentioned about a client of his who wants to sell a shop located very close to our house,so dad gave it a shot he went there saw the place and liked it too,the price quoted was a lower than other places we'd seen before,with the money saved we could haved furnished the place as well,so it was decided we'r buying it,some day's went by during this time dad was finding out about the place just as a percaution, mostly expecting (legal disputes,electricity problems etc) everything seemed ok, but while talking to a specific shopkeeper nearby,he learned that this shop had two other owners before the current one,and both had died after purchasing the shop, the guy selling it to us was the third owner,now dad's rethinking about the deal, the shop is in a bylane filled with mostly fabricating shops and some unowned places,and there is big old well in front of it which is not being used any more this well is atleast 100 years old, but no one know's when exactly it was dug the location where the shops and the well is belongs to the NIT(Nagpur imporvement trust) now...what could be the reasons for the deaths of the owners no boy knows but i thins its got something to do with this well which gives you a spooky feeling when your close to it..

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

Last Thought's



As Death Knock's On my Door
I Sat to Wonder On The Floor
Memories Of Life Flashed Back
For the first time i wondered, Why Did I do that?
I guess its now too Late 
I Soon may see the Divine Gate
Too Late To Repent.Too Late For Change
Too late to Be Forgiven Too Late To even Ask
My goals Were all so Different Before
But i really dont want them anymore.
I wish I gave an urge to Smile
On a single persons Mind?
Not a smile
It Was probably the Feeling I'm Getting Right Now
The Gate's Have Opened Now
They are taking me to a darker Place
Tugging Pushing Trying To escape Somehow
I Know Its All In Vain
The Rope's are now Tied Tight
There's a wet cloth on my head
Cant Do a Thing Even with all my Might
that's what i made them feel those dark last Night's
The man pulls the lever maybe Its Last Sound i Will Ever Hear. 
I feel a jolt deep inside my head and body mind.


Rest In Pieces Adios My Dear

Richard
David.







Tuesday, 18 March 2008

The Ultimate Schedule

Are some things just bound to happen?,like its in your life's playlist
some thing's or events that you just must experience,which are pre- planned and precise, with you having little or no control over them..does fate really exist? or is it an excuse for things we are too weak to control?
(A truly strange story that tingles the same question)


The Vengeful Bullet

Henry Ziegland thought he had dodged fate. In 1883, he broke off with his girlfriend who, out of distress, committed suicide.her brother was so enraged that he hunted down Ziegland and shot him. The brother, believing he had killed Ziegland, then turned his gun on himself and took his own life. But Ziegland had not been killed. The bullet, in fact, had only grazed his face and then lodged in a tree. Ziegland surely thought himself a lucky man. Some years later, however, Ziegland decided to cut down the large tree, which still had the bullet in it. The task seemed so formidable that he decided to blow it up with a few sticks of dynamite.The explosion propelled the bullet into Ziegland's head, killing him.

source
(Ripley's Believe It or Not!)


Omg I Am Happy



A line from a famous nickleback song, it goes "something's gotta go wrong cause i am feeling too way damn good" and yeah life does tend to justify stuff this way.its smooth sailing for some time.and something unexpected suddenly happen's.if things seem to unfold in a very pleasing manner,very smoothly and without obstacles,and for too long. i start to wonder "Man ive got all the goodies now what's the cache Mr life".

here a little eg - day before yesterday evening, unlike so many evening's before, I was busy cleaning,polishing,tuning-up my bike after not using for quite some time.i shined up and tuned it up to perfection (actually it seemed better than it had ever been before),i was happy n prou for the work i did.all that was left to be done was taking it for a spin,so i got my key's and was off.zipping around traffic i got a true adrenaline pumped up feeling i was starving for.(but i was scared now IE. i felt too good and happy and was almost expecting something bad to happen.Ive had bad experiences of feeling too good on a two wheeler before).so i slowed down and rode home with caution.it was getting late,and dark.i reached home put the bike on stand.and as i was climbing up the stairs thought "phew i am home and still happy,maybe being happy inst wrong,maybe all my previous experiences wer just coincidences,Ok or maybe something may happen when i get in the house?" and at the exact same time i skipped a step lost my balance and licked the floor.spent the rest of the night and the next day in a bad mood and a bruised lip..
.so much so that now i am scared of being happy or doing things that make me feel happy, and this really really sucks,why does it have to be this way?...Bet if you pay little attention you too will notice that being very happy will lead to something bad that compensated for the extra happiness you felt..any way's be happy but try not to think about it .but if your sad try to remember how happy you were sometime back Aloha.

Thursday, 28 February 2008

Motorcycle Safty Tips


A famous motorcycle expression : "There are two kinds of bikers,those who have been in an accident,and those about to be". There are no substitutes for learning than experience. Experience comes from making mistakes and learning from them. So accept that you are going to make a mistake,it is Normal,and OK.The tnly thing you have to make sure is to avoid these mistakes becoming into something youl regret all your life


a motorcyclist should always ride faster than the traffic around them.you should try to keep a constant flow and smoothness in your driving by avoidng jamming on the brakes sudden turns or speed changes .Most car drivers dislike motorcycles, feel uneasy being close to one at speed, have no concept of the distance from their car to the motorcycle which is so small compared to other cars in front or beside and often suddenly do something unexpected either by choice or by accident. By going slightly faster, a rider on two wheels comes near a car and passes without the car driver even knowing you are there. In this way, you've gone ahead and out of harms way before the car driver has time to react to your presence either in a negative way or a positive way.Never feel like god on your powerful bike,you can never be perfect no matter how experienced you are, this is the time you can get carried away and usually kiss the tarmac,keep the bike in the right rpm level, wear a helmet if you feel like(yes its optional i my world.i know a true bike lover.hates helmets but i gotta mention it)and last of all never pop wheelies or stoppies or other crazy stuff just to show off to your buddies.orr you'll end up breaking bones,your bike,your ego or all of the above


Wednesday, 4 July 2007

MIDI Future Music

My Newest Interest Is in Midi Files Or Synthesized Music The Possibilities Are Very huge with this tech which has been around for more than ten years now every time You touch your keyboard to play a note synthesized music plays its part. its used at karaoke Clubs And Even By Real Hardcore Artists To Use As Backing Music In The Future Theirs A Pretty Big Chance That Real Guitarists,Drummers Etc Etc Go Jobless