Where am i heading ?? what am i doing?(poem)

Into the phase again
where people needed the most don't know their worth
purposeless pleasures experienced
are making goals more far tougher to unearth
its not good neither is it bad
the fear of rejection holding me back
yes keeping small trouble's at bay it is
but the bigger predators are hiding within
getting out of this phase has clue's none
all ventures been so pointless
too hard to complete too important to shun
as i go along carrying this false feeling of fun
all i do is for nothing
and nothing is all i have done..

Ri-chu